I've Made My Decision.. For Now : )

So ever since Christmas Break I have been battling about careers. I was set on dental hygiene, but during the break I began to think more and more about education. I liked the idea of having a job that really made a difference. My mom really liked the idea of me going into education and another positive about it was that I could stay at Walla Walla.
I have never like the idea that for dental hygiene you only have two years of pre-requisites. After that I had planned to go onto Loma Linda to finish up my education because it is the only Adventist University for dental hygiene.
Over the past months I have spent many hours talking and thinking about what I should do. I finally prayed to God and told Him, "there are so many things in my life right now that I don't know what are going to happen with. Please, just give me an answer on one of them." Well I think I got my answer!
This is going to sound really rediculious, but my mom sent me some scrubs in the mail cause that is the type of bottoms I wear for teaching cause they are cheap and inexpensive. Anyways, when I got them I looked in the mirror and they just seemed right. I thought, "I really want to have a career that I can wear these, they just feel right." Like I said, I know it sounds rediculious. Anyways, I began to do some looking into dental hygiene. I emailed on of my highschool teacher's wifes. She had ended up switching from education to dental hygiene. I asked for her reasons for this. She emailed me back with some very strong points. They really made me begin to think hard about what I really wanted. To make a long story short in the end I realized that dental hygiene was the career for me.
One of the main reasons that I decided this is because of how important time is to me. I have always been a person that values spending time and I realized as a teacher I would always be straining to give my class and family the time they deserved. I think it would drive me crazy. Also, I am the type of person that likes to figure out how to do a job efficiently and fast so I can move onto something else. Now not that I am an expert on teaching, but talking to my teacher's wife she said that no matter how good you are at your job, teaching always has alot of work to be done. The thing I really like about dental hygiene is that as soon as I step out of the office, I am truely done work until the moment I step back in. This gives me a chance to relax and focus on other things that I want to devote my time to like family, friends, hobbies, and my church family. Another part of teaching that you do have to deal with ever so often is conflict with parents. I am very much a peace maker. I will bend over backwards to try and avoid people being mad at me which at sometimes is good and other times not, but that is for another blog :). In dental hygiene, I realize there will be conflicts that arrise, but I don' t think they will be quite.
This next point is not a crucial one, but it does have its perks. Dental hygiene definitely has a better income than teaching. I realize that money is not everything, and I have definitely seen that in my own life over the past few years. However, it is nice to know that I could provide for myself. It is also nice to have a little extra money to support mission trips ect.
One of the big reasons that really scaried me from dental hygiene is that I really didn't want to go to Loma Linda. I love the northwest and after a year away, I realize how much I truely belong there. Also, it seems I am always changing schools. I have went to 5 school in the last 11 years or so. Now I realize that many other people have changed school way more than that, but for me, I don't enjoy having to pick up and start all over that many times. Lastly, my dad has always told me that the really important thing about going to college is to find who you are going to marry, and thus he always really pushed our Adventist education. Therefore in my mind it kinda panicked me to think of having only 4 years in college to find that "mister special" and especially that those 4 years were split into two parts. A while I heard that Cheney, Washington also had a dental hygiene program. This program sounded perfect, it was in Washington where I love, it was cheaper, and I would be close to Walla Walla still. The only draw back was that it was a public university.
Well, a few weeks ago, when I decided on dental hygiene I also decided that my first choice for universities would also be the one in Cheney. I decided that whoever God wants me to end up He will make it happen. This realization has really taken a huge burden off my shoulders! So as of now the plan is I am doing dental hygiene in Cheney, Washington.... however, my plans have a way of changing so we will see how long this plan lasts ; )

The Last Week Before...

Well I am laying here on a couch in our new house trying to think exactly what I want to write lol. Well, we are going into our last week before spring break! I am so excited because I am very ready for a little break from teaching. It will be nice to beable to relax and gain some more inspiration for that last quarter of school.

The biggest positive of this break though is that I am going to Yap to go visit two of my really good friends! It is so weird for me to think I haven't seen them since August!!! The only negative of spring break is that my roommate and I are going to be seperated and we are kinda joined at the hip so it is going to be kinda difficult :) I love you Jaimie!

This last week is going to be filled with grading assingments and tests, unpacking (since we just moved) and packing (for Yap), and doing report cards (always my favorite!) It makes for an action packed week!

The craziest thing about this week is that I am turning 20! I can't believe that I am pretty much done my teens! A few days ago I began to write down all the years I have been around in different fonts in my journal. It was really weird cause some years I really can't place exactly what happened. I know sometime in that year there was some event that has molded me into the person I am, but I have not recollection of it! It is crazy how time has a away of blending itself together. Lol, listen to me, I'm only 19, I know this will only happen more the older I get. Well I still have 3 days to be a teen so I guess I will enjoy them while they last!

Thoughts...

In the relationships we have everyday we are confronted with compartmentalizing the different conficts we have into the big and the small. My question is at what point is that line that the small things turn into big things.
The saying goes, "don't sweat the small things." However, when does that small thing change into a big thing that needs to be addressed. How often do we take something that is a big deal and classify it as a small thing in order to not deal with it.
The hard thing is that when you are on the line between the big and the small their are arguments for both. As I said above, if you place something on the "big deal side" then you run the chance of blowing things out of proportion, or making something out of nothing! Yet if you decide it fits on the small side you have taken the chance of being blind,ignoring the obvious, not wanting to accept reality, and trying to avoid confrontation!
The joys of life! Decisions, decisions, decisions :)

We are truely a unique family

On March 1 was Nichole French's birthday! We were all up when her birthday officially started at 12:00am cause we were playing a very intense game of capture the flag at Managaha. After the game ended around 2:30 we all called it a night for a whole 3 and a half hours of sleep. We woke up early to pack up camp and boat off the island. The first thing all of us did, once everything was put away, was to run to the showers :)
That night we all went to a little restaurant that has an incredible view out over the ocean for Nichole's birthday. It was such an incredible time! We all got on the topic of the different events that lead up to us coming to Saipan. There are so many incredible stories that it made me want to write a book of the way that God worked to get us all here. We talked about how blessed we felt to be here and how amazing our kids were. I really felt at that moment like I was truly in a family. If you looked at our group person by person you would never put us together. We are so incredible different, but God has put us together, and I feel like we have some how fit unexplainable together. I feel blessed